I have dealt with depression since my teens. I had never heard of post partum depression until after I had my second son. That was almost 3yrs ago. Along with PPD, I have post partum anxiety, post partum OCD and post partum PTSD. I never knew I was high risk for anything like this. I did go to a support group (I have moved to another state and my city doesn't have one), I am also in therapy, but still. It helps to be with other moms who "know" and understand what I am feeling and going through. Thank you for sharing your story, it gives me hope.