Yea, BlueInanna! It can
most certainly be a victory!
I struggle a lot with that when I'm depressed too. It's just too much. It's a really big indicator of how badly I'm doing, because I'm normally
quite the fan of clean and tidy! Here's the thing: when I take one, I'll always say, "Wow, that's refreshing. Have I
ever regretted taking a shower?" "NO!" So why is it so damn hard? Drives me up a wall that I sometimes cannot even force myself to do it.
Hair dyeing. Now
there's something I need to bribe myself to do! Love when it's done, just hate actually doing it. Dark brown/cranberry mix which comes off as a deep cranberry/purple-ish look. Heheh.
Soooo hear you on the cold, morethingswrong! I loathe taking warmed layers off, turn on the wall heater, and after toweling off? Use the blow dryer. To really dry off and warm up. Yes, really!
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Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside.
--The Cure