I am so angry right now, I had an episode the weekend and hurt some people's feelings... The next day I could not have felt worse or more depressed then I already do.

My cousin who is staying with me who seemed to be supportive before Saturday happened is now accusing me of making up my symptoms, self harming for attention seeking, and using what's going on as an excuse to act Like I do..

I'm not I a really nice person I know I am, I don't want to upset people. I've had to write on here before I say something I can't take back to her. My brain is spitting venom for her right now I hate her I hate her. Arrrr

My god my mind is racing nasty thoughts I don't want to tell her arr