So its been 3 months since my baby girl was birthed so traumatically. Ripped from my body because my body was failing us both.

Miss A is still in hospital and until she stops her Brady and destats she won't be home.

I'm not coping. Driving over an hour to get to the hospital to see her, staying all day. It's way draining.

I got diagnosed with PTSD after 6 weeks of being a mum. It's been a rough road and I cry every night.

I've recently started drowning my thoughts with either temazepam or alcohol. I can't do this much longer ..

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