Hi special,
Thanks for posting this on here. For what it's worth, I think all people have worth that is unrelated to their accomplishments or lack of them... I don't really understand how the school system works in the UK ( I think that's where you are), but will the door on you becoming a teacher really close just because of this tutor? I'm not sure I followed that all the way.
It sounds like you have a lot going on right now, and are feeling really bad about yourself. I'm really sorry to hear that! I don't know you well, but I do care about you. I hope you begin to feel better and that your outlook on things is able to change a bit.
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dailyhealing
"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
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