SAH Stay At Home mom. Good. I could think of so many other things most of them not so nice. So Stay at home mom that is the greatest title ever.

If your attraction is to men and you can see the beauty in women you are most likely not gay. You are 16 and denied access to guys. That is unfortunate. Good luck w/ this.

Is there a reason you are denied access to guys? Religion, overprotectiveness, home school?