I'm severely suffering after childbirth with OCD or postpartum depression* i don't know(afraid to harm my family, child) and it's a real horror. Often I think that it would be better if i died. I'm afraid of knives, scissors, any kind of laces, iron... I'm scared to death to approach the window with my baby in my arms. My heart starts pounding if I see some of those "dangerous" things. I would never hurt my child, so why these thoughts keep coming into my mind? I LOVE MY CHILD MORE THAN LIFE.

What is it? How can it be cured? I'm going to find a doctor but if someone answers I'll be grateful