So there is this site I go to, everyone lists there sexual tastes and kink’s and you look around trying to find people who have the same tastes to talk to or whatever. So I keep checking out people who are into domination, sub mission, and humiliation. Some time on purpose, but then sometimes I just kind of run into it. I am kind of drawn to it and angered by it at the same time.
I can see myself giving up some control to another but most of it seems quite extreme to me. These guys are belittled, mocked about the size of their penis, and even go so far as wearing these chastity things!
OK so whats the problem, let them do their thing and me mine. I cant seem to do that. I want to, but there is something about this that strikes me deep and gets me SO mad. Rage might be a better term really. Why can I not just drop this? Why am I actually drawn to this type of behavior when I know what it does to me?