Hmm. I am into the bdsm lifestyle myself and know that people react in all kind of different ways. Youre a man, your meant to be the dominating powerful one, right? So many people think this so they think it is "wrong" of them to submit to a domme. Why do you think it makes you so angry? Is it that you think it's wrong for a man to sub to a woman, but you are having fantasies of doing it?