Oh no...please don't misunderstand. Speaking for myself, I'm very happy that you found a religion and a church that makes you happy. That can be a very powerful force in someone's life. I know it is in my own. We only sought to clarify any potential misunderstandings...that's not your fault. We only wanted to clarify. Unfortunately, in my time here, I have seen instances in which the church harms rather than helps, sad as that is. While the things you didn't didn't necessarily denote that was the case, it helps us help you to make sure that is not the case.