Can someone help me?

Im in the closet, in love with a woman who once said she loved me, all the signs and chemistry were there. I spoke to a guy and I think she had the feeling I abandoned her, then she said this thing between us is over and now is with a creepy man...she visited me at my workplace after finding out I work there, and I havent seen her since...not sure if she popped back there coz I dont work there any more....Im confused...what is all this? did she have feelings, in denial?, trying to be straight?, HELLLLPPPPPPPPPP Im going completely mad