If you contact TELL --online ......(for clients who have been abused and exploited by their therapists) you can find help there......lots of resources and if you contact them they are wonderfully helpful. I did that. It takes awhile to process being abused and betrayed. Sex with a client is unethical and in some states a felony. Unfotunately, abuse by therapists is rampant in our culture, but goes unnoticed for the most part, and therapists don't police their own.