Feel as though i have lost a friend and cant cope with these feelings that im expereincing. Cant motivate myself to do the most basic of tasks and just cannot function. No longer take pride in the way that i look....i hate everything about myself and I see no future. How will i ever be able to trust anyone ever again. I feel so alone and so very afraid. Will these feeling ever go away...thank you for letting me vent. I dont expect any answers.... am just basically writing down my feelings as i experience then in the hope that get through this nitemare.