Thanks a million for creating this forum DocJohn . I need a place where I can talk and not be afraid of getting in trouble for how I feel or what I say. When I tell staff how I feel here at this rehab they 'watch' me.

I told them I was feeling angry one day and all of a sudden all the counselors where watching me and making mental notes of everything I said. It was scary and I haven't opened up since.

You may think I'm being paranoid but I'm not. I've been to more than 10 rehabs and I know when staff are watching someone closely.