Wow! You guys hit it right on the head ... You're right. I need time to get some perspective. My career is my whole life and I am trying to get some balance but it's hard. At least I'm not so anxious about it anymore. Thank you drugs! And I have to keep involving myself in other things. It's hard because I love my work and it is totally engaging. It does take me away from the real world which I find really hard to deal with. At least when I am working, I get some validation.