I know there is nothing wrong with that but in my society the last thing I wanna reveal is my sexuality because it's not acceptable and I will be rejected and looked down to, and I am afraid if I let my friend know about my feelings she wouldn't accept that and I would lose her which I don't want to cause if I could not be with her as a lover I don't want to lose her as a friend ..... I am just tired and don't know what to do