hi crazyfellow
what you want is very common these days. i use the word crazy very loosely in referring to myself so i am hoping you are too because you are not crazy for wanting what you want. you can get what you want simply by just beginning to live your life as a woman and see how it fits you. therapy is an important step in the adjustment process. to fully become a woman is a long expensive extensive process from what i understand. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome