I'm seeing her in 10 hours. I texted her a few days ago that I really need to talk to her about something and it will be tough for me. I asked her to help me stay on track. She said she will. I'm really nervous. Idk why. She already knows about this a little bit. I was pretty sexually overt in the groups she led while I was in patient. I guess that was different because I didn't have the same ultra strong maternal transference yet and it was in front of a group.