Yes, I've got two grown children. . . .and I have been a nurse. Sounds great. . .doesn't it? I was always the one that had plans. . . to marry, have children, have a job, and etc. It feels like I've completed all my major goals. Almost all of my family has died within the past five years. I feel lonely and lost. It just seems like in the past three years I have shut off. . . . I keep to myself although I'm lonely. Go figure!!?? Thank you for your note. . . please stay in touch.