Hello james.dean420: I'm sorry you have become caught up in this addiction. Over the period of time I have been here, I have replied to quite a few posts from new members who were struggling with internet porn addictions. So you are certainly not alone in this by any means. Of course, as you realize, therapy would be the typical way something like this would be addressed. So it's really unfortunate you are not in a position to be able to afford this. Perhaps you are already familiar with this. But here is a link to a website dealing with recovery from internet porn addiction. Perhaps it may be of some help:

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I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

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