Hello GeneticExaltation: I cannot comment with regard to your questions. From my perspective these questions need to be addressed by the mental health professionals you're seeing. Perhaps other members here on PC, who have also received this diagnosis, will be able to share their experiences with you.

I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. There are many knowledgeable & caring members here. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!