I have completely turned around to a positive in my marriage.
You all have heard me complain and SH over our problem for a long time.
Amazingly, now that we are in therapy, my husband has been initiating sex this week. (Actually now he is going overboard with it).
I am feeling great, healthy, normal, loving! As much as this humiliates me, it's true how his deprivation of sex sent me to the moon in hysteria.
In a week went from smashing his records in hate and anger to love and contentment.
I don't know what to make of myself mentally and emotionally. I have been given diagnoses of depression, PTSD, and Borderline traits all related to my emotions over this dysfunctional relationship.
If this new normal maintains, will I stay feeling good?
Wow.