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Default Mar 31, 2017 at 08:27 PM
 
I am very paranoid. I think people are looking at me, I think when people laugh. There laughing at me. I'm constantly scanning my surroundings. I think every time I leave the room, people are talking about me. And I always think I'm right about stuff, and I'm always aruging. I take cristisim badly and I take everything personally, and I think people are out to get me. I'm convinced I smell bad even though people have told me I don't. I'm always looking behind me when I take my dog for a walk, to make sure I'm not being followed. I do it in the car at night. I don't really show it and I don't think it's all that noticeable. It doesn't affect my job or my relationships. I don't mention it much so people don't realize that I'm struggling with this on a regular basis. I don't hallucinate and I'm not all that delusional. So I don't believe I have schizophrenia, but is PPD in the same family? I think I'm going to discuss it on Monday with my therapist. It's not really a problem, but it may become one.
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