I just wanted to tell you as someone suffering from Complex PTSD and schizophrenia that IP sucks. Yeah, lack of freedoom is very triggering from us.
If I were you I would find and IP facility that has resources to lead with people that have been traumatized so you can improve and stay better in case you need IP.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-