I have a friend I talk to everyday, this means so much to me. We are really good friends, but lately our shifts are different and we rarely meet. But we keep in touch almost everyday. I start the conversation most of the time, she does it too sometimes.

This helps me deal with my depression and loneliness, but because of my past experiences in life and my issues with self image, self worth and confidence, I need constant re assurance from my friend, which she is happy to give. I tell her how much it means to me and she always obliges. She trusts me too.

I feel like I should have more faith in her, and shouldn't doubt her. In general, I should have more faith in people. I often feel like a pet dog that needs constant attention.

I care for her well being. I always give her advice when she needs it.

She is the only friend I really talk to. I need advice, I want to be able to think about other things when I'm not online, or she's not online. I have issues myself, I feel so hopeless about my own issues that I really never think about myself.