Finally I can live with all the experiences called psychosis and they make my life richer and feed me with new ideas.

I am crazy and allways will be, without antipsychotics and any med, because they eliminate part of me. Psychosis was and is not psychosis, it is part of my life. I live with it.

I study and work. At college I formally am a third year student.

Schizophrenia-psychosis or schizoaffective, whatever hilarity, demons, Wonderland, entities, beyond reality shadow; all beeings make my life much more intetesting.

Now i just lead with paranoia and how to avoid beeing ip and the bigfarma trying to catch me.

But... I sucess.

Crazy, inside and aside

"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-