My heart is truly breaking.

Is there any pain worse than seeing your babies hurting and not being able to pick them up and hold them?

They grow up and become men and are confident and self assured. They are amazing!

When their heart hurts I see them when they were little and needed comfort. I gave it with love and kisses. I picked him up and held him.

I can't pick him up and hold him now.

He is being strong and confident but I see it in his eyes.

I so wish I could.

*tears