I'm back on brand Abilify and my sex drive is increasing again. hahahahaha

My thoughts are to just see the man who is my sex buddy. I see him once in awhile for sex. We have great sex and that is it. We are both busy with work. Well, at least, he is.

The man who I was seeing who is also bipolar is ok but I'm afraid I lost interest in him. The sex is not good because he can't keep an erection. He is nice but we have nothing in common except for our illnesses. I feel bad about him but will let him go so he can find other people.

I don't want to get too emotionally involved with anybody now because I want my freedom. I have no interest in marriage. Thus, my sex buddy is fine for now. We have not had sex in a month because I was not interested in sex and did not want to see him. Now, I'm feeling horny again and will make time for him. He is abroad though on a business trip. When he returns, I hope we meet again.