Checked back to view any opinions . Such is life , well that's how it's always been . You have to do it on your own , if you don't then you end up a victim . So anyway , right or wrong ..I have my plan . I am making it a reality . Basically I was ..am struggling with a mental health issue . The choices were to succumb , or fight . I choose life . I choose to choose my own destiny . Yes it will cost me two more years and nine months and some mental stress , sadness , depression ? Whatever those things really are ? . That's o.k. I can stick it . Do I have all the answers ? . No ... do I have any ? , ..maybe ? , we'll see . Keep achieving , keep striving for a goal , any goal . That might be the real meaning of life , climb the next hill , and keep climbing them till you done ... anyways