Hello Hinny

Sending regards from the south.
I have been living with bulimia for some 16 years (!) and before that a couple years anorexic. So I can certainly hear you in your worries. I never sought help and always thought when moving to a new city that I could, at last, seek for therapy (which never happened).

Three months ago I went through a very shocking event (in which i suffered physical aggression and lawsuits) and somehow that triggered a change in my life. Despite how horrible that was, it did help me with the binge eating and purging. So very new to me, its been three months after 16 years.

Maybe sharing your situation can be the start of change?