Thanks...

I know i wouldnt get a dx from it..

I always am hard on myself and only wanted to go out to try to have fun because ive been having such a hard time and i kinda screwed it up...

I only worry about the d i d because i have been through a lot of things they say can cause it... and ex t said i dissociate alot but when i asked her about d i d she just said it may or may not be one thing is certain you have developmental childhood trauma...

Im scared to write too many details i dont want to give away my identity if any of them found me on here