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Old 11-12-2017, 09:15 PM  
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Default Re: not ana anymore but my brain still is

What did you gain from fainting all the time that you serm to be missing now? Is there something more thsn just size that starving yourself gained?

I always wanted to be small & thin all my life but my anorexia was about a lot more than that. It was about my life around me being out of ckntrol & my weight was the ONLY thing I had control over. Mant other complex issues were involved too that I honestly didnt realuze for years after my recovery hit becaise I was finally alone on my farm & responsible for being in control of everything in my life.....not just what I didnt eat.

Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this.
Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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