I was this close to giving in today. I was talking to a friend about why I really hate a certain part of the country, can't stand to hear their dialect and refer to the place I stayed as "the Hell" (it's the place I was medically tortured to the point of needing a leg amputation). Fortunately I had no opportunity and my PRN meds kicked in after an hour or so. Now I do have opportunity but it isn't a need to SI anymore - just a 'mere' urge.