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Location: A Growlery in the UK
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Default Dec 09, 2017 at 06:58 PM
 
Don't know how I got through last week, had the funeral for my aunt Monday, had to cope with staying at my parents over the weekend, took Tuesday off to recover and then Wednesday too but had to go back to work Thursday and just couldn't face it. But somehow I did because I had to and couldn't let anyone down. Put my 'game face' on and just got on with things. I just can't contemplate the idea of letting other people down, or giving in, or going to pieces.

I think when I dissociate it feels like I can cope with almost anything. I was talking to my therapist today about when I was bullied at school - there was this fat kid who always made for me in the playground and would just push me over and sit on my chest most of the break time. I couldn't get up or do anything so I just took myself out of myself in my mind till it was all over.
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