You have my sympathies. I hate going to the dentist or doctor, especially as I struggle to explain myself clearly and worry about being misunderstood.

Whenever I go I try to proud of myself, reminding myself that by taking care of myself (or at least trying to) that I'm doing a really good thing.

I know you're scared, but you should stick with going back for another consultation/treatment. You may have enough money to have some of your problems fixed.

There are online support forums for people with Dental Phobia. They offer good advice to each other on what to expect and offer tips on how to cope. Maybe it would be useful to you?

Please take care and good luck! Let us know how you get on Also be proud of yourself for finding the courage to go back!