There’s a lot in my head right now.

I’ve been reading about phobia of attachment and it’s all “me”.

It’s very validating to see how I came to be this way, but it’s also very saddening to actually own it.

The two reviews that I’ve read both really address the description of it and the reasons why of it. They both also focus on early intervention in a Childs life to correct it.

I haven’t come across anything to address correction or healing from it this far down the road. It’s pretty late for me for intervention.

I do believe there are steps to heal this. I just don’t know what they are right now.

When I feel like this, I look for something to do. Something productive.

So.

I’m whitewashing my fireplace tomorrow. [emoji123]

It’s something that I’ve been wanting to do but I’ve just put it off.

This weekend I’m going to do it!!

I hope you’re in a better place now (((ss)))