My therapist and I had a heart to heart. She insists she is not lying. And in all honesty, even if she was it isn't malicious, it might even be considered most therapeutic. In todays session she made a big step in making me feel safer. This felt like betrayal but feelings are not facts. This is certainly a retraumatization but it is different because there is nothing I know for a fact aside from her lying.
Everyone lies. Doesn't mean they are malicious.
I am going into this full bore hoping to be met with trust and safety.
Thanks,
Hd7970ghz