Hello Greta: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral!
I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.
I do think some people seem to have an easier time coming off med's than others do. I have taken myself off med's multiple times in the past with no particular problem at all, although I will say I was never on anything for anywhere near 15 years. Anyway, I'd like to offer my best wishes for continued success with this process.
May I suggest you introduce yourself over on PC's New Member Introductions forum? Here's a link:
https://forums.psychcentral.com/new-...introductions/
There's a lot of support that can be available here on PC. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become.
Plus there are the chat rooms where you'll be able to interact with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) So please keep posting!