I love the way my body feels when I smoke. Just feeling the smoke go down into your lugs, inhaling it. Than releasing it out. Basically breathing it.
That act alone, is my favorite part! My body feels so much lighter and my mind just focuses on that moment. Nothing matters right then and there. I don't think of anything else, just enjoying the act of smoking.

Now I know smoking isn't what I need. It's something that I want, I love it so much....

I want to make positive changes in my life and quitting is a part of that. I want to quit because, 1: I want to join the military.. 2: I know I am addicted. EVERYTIME someone offers it to me I NEVER turn it down. I smoke all day through out the day until I fall asleep. If I don't smoke I feel like something is incomplete and I need to do it!! I try not to smoke before I fall asleep but I just can't do it. I literally won't fall asleep....
I noticed it is a bad habit and I need to stop no matter if I love it...