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Originally Posted by JessLynn
Wow, I'm sorry you are hurting so much right now. I'm sorry you felt the need to engage in SH again. It's a really slippery slope, once you start and experience that relief it's hard to stop. I cut off and on over the years, seems to happen when my inhibitions are lowered like you said, or when I am in such emotional pain that nothing is helping. I hope you can seek help before this becomes more of a pattern for you  |
Yeah, I don't like how easy it was for me to resort to cutting this time (and I was
sober this time) so I can see how it's probably a slippery slope. This time I realised what triggered the whole thing so I guess I need to start working on those things and try to avoid the triggers in the future.
You guys are literally the only ones in the world who know about this. There are only two people I'd like to tell in real life (my psychologist and my best friend) but I can't tell either of them. Still need
someone to know about this though so I might keep posting here. We'll see.