I drop in and out of other boxes..
Not sure where I'm at any more, or if I really exist, or any of this... if anything matters
Isolate
Just want to hide...
Some how I'm not myself
Smile and laugh, feel normal. And let the ride go, just watch the events unfold
As if I'm not part of them. At all, observer..

I think I'm dieing..
I don't know what to say or do anymore, just letting the universe or whatever take over...