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Originally Posted by daggy
Ok got the dates.
Thought I would feel relieved but just lost
The only thing is I am a bit superstitious on numbers
I was born 1961 1st in the ninth
My kids 11/11
9/9
Now the date of my op is 4/4
Have 2 weeks to get the results of final blood
Now it seems I have to fit into everybody else plans
Lucky its Easter holidays then.
Nobody will notice any of this I can guarantee.
Everyone keeps saying its nothing
Having someone take a part of you out is a weird feeling but to take such a diseased part and leave you with a gamble of life or happiness or being that man is all elementary now.
I will be given what I deserve.
Maybe I will feel different after the latest blood come back.
The story is nearly changed .
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Ok and now the final blood result has come in and the winning number is 4.5
Up .9 so if I didn't know already and what people are starting to realise now is that
I have cancer and its just going to affect them ..how???
The best indignity so far was overhearing
"So you won't be having sex then?"
Overheard my neighbour asking my wife.
The ideas and dream to get things done beforehand are over.
Did I mention I did my shoulder I as well so that needs an op as well?
And Feb hasn't finished.