jStarted with anorexia at 16 then bulimia for the next 45 years.I'm 60 and can't take this failure hundreds of times over and over again. It cannot be overcome (at least by me). In the midst of a really bad time. I think I would just want to end it all if I didn't have my dog (pets by far are way better than people). Im exhausted and stayed home from work today to eat three dozen cookies, 12 crescent rolls, 4 muffins and two boxes of girl scout cookies....