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Default Mar 17, 2018 at 08:31 PM
 
I left him. We were talking through extremally long emails like 6 pages of texts.
I feel weird. Its like I cant believe its over, I felt so free what I missed, I missed doing things I liked.
I feel sad and depressed. Leaving him makes me think about another man who is married and I know he wont leave his family, I even dont want him to leave them so its another sad story.
If I were happy with my bf (now ex bf), I would never fall in love with another, it happened when I was totally broken because of my ex.
Life sometimes seems unfair- I almost married a man who destroyed me, he was praying and swearing he will change but... He killed my love in my tears. And unfortunetely I fell in love with married man. Now Im trying get them both out of my head.

Thank you for supporting me. Its really painful to leave someone you loved. It still tortures me.
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