So 2 weeks to go and so far the mental ride is over . it has all gone like I had imagined.
Nobody really cared and once again everything is about everyone else.
I have given up on support so I must fight the fears and do it by myself.

At least I have scored some good medical staff to do the job.
The only trouble is the little horror is getting worse and growing faster the closer the date rolls around.
Then on top of everything I don't get sick all year but the flu is circling .
On top of everything else or have I used that phase 'on top of everything else '
To many times?
We will see