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Curry
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Default Mar 30, 2018 at 01:03 AM
 
I got divorced two years ago. My ex has been cheating for six years and left me eight years ago and came back. I have a wonderful boyfriend. I am happy and don't have craziness in my life. I look at my ex and think no way would I like him back, I wouldn't even know how to spend time with him. I just can't let go of him. I feel like I am carrying a dead cat around by its neck, instead of skipping through the tulips of life. I think the hardest thing is for me to let go of someone who promised to love me and be there for me forever. He was nice the first year and looking elsewhere the next twenty seven. I think all his problems made him swear we were destined for each other, and all my problems made me hold onto his promise. I wanted to believe in someone and I kept my eyes shut and wished hard for such a long time. Maybe I can forgive myself and try again, just not with my eyes shut this time.
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