All I see on Quora is how pitiful of an excuse for a human being Narcissists are. I asked if there were any conversations that didn't make us out to be baby eating ax murderers. Boy what a mistake!!

I am just so hurt by coming to the realization of who and what I am. I didn't choose not to have been given the opportunities in childhood that others got. I don't want to hurt the people around me. I don't know how to be anything other that what I am. I don't know how to fix myself. Even when you read articles by therapists they disagree on if you can even treat a narcissist.

I'm just looking for help. I am ready to admit my flaws. I want to change. I can not keep living my life this way. I don't mean anybody any harm, I don't think I am even aware of the things that I do or what the true meaning of those things are to others.

I just want to get better.