I’m talking about chronic long term stress. For the past 6 months, I’ve literally been angry 24/7 non stop. Even when I have happy moments, I’m constantly reminded of the fact that someone hates me and never wanna see me again. Now my lungs and possibly heart been affected. I’m seeing a doctor in a week.

I would NEVER hurt anyone in a way that she starts suffering physically. I would never make someone feel like there’s no hope for them. Apparently, the person who hurt me had other ideas. So many people had walked out on me. They all start out liking me and giving a damn and then they eventually stop.