I ended up giving the liquid to my mom when I saw her. She doesn't smoke, but she sees my sis more than me (forgot to give it back to sis when I saw her).

Anyway, that little bit of nicotine really did turn back on the receptors. It was so stupid and impulsive. I don't know why I did that. I almost caught myself saying that I was happiest when I was smoking. I feel like that is so weak!

But no more! I'm done with that stage. Impulsivity and overspending. Dangerous situations. That is what is associated with cigs for me. That is no more.