I think only time will answer your question.

Gender is "fluid." It can change. You can end up anywhere on the gender spectrum.

Please do a lot of research, as last I knew, the surgeries for transforming female genitalia into male genitalia have not been very successful.

Gender Dysphoria can be very depressing. It is to be taken very seriously. Suicide attempt rates are very high within the Trans* community.

I hope you have a good therapist to work with as you sort this out.

My heart goes out to you.


WC